As I've been preparing for this trip, I have moments of doubt and fear: Am I doing the right thing? What if my goals aren't met? What if my pictures are mediocre? What if I get sick? Will I do something meaningful? Will this matter at all? Do people care? As I get closer to leaving, I get more of these questions and second thoughts floating through my head.
Perhaps it's just typical apprehension for something like this...This is one of the reasons why I wanted to create a blog dedicated to this trip, for the sole reason of just "laying it all out there", not filtering anything, not putting a perfect face on every post. I want this to be a real, raw, accurate representation of how I'm feeling, what I'm seeing, what I'm experiencing...
As I briefly mentioned in a previous post, at the end of the day it's all in God's hands. At some point, you have to just give it all to him: your dreams, your plans, your goals, your life...and trust that he'll guide your steps.
Perhaps it's just typical apprehension for something like this...This is one of the reasons why I wanted to create a blog dedicated to this trip, for the sole reason of just "laying it all out there", not filtering anything, not putting a perfect face on every post. I want this to be a real, raw, accurate representation of how I'm feeling, what I'm seeing, what I'm experiencing...
As I briefly mentioned in a previous post, at the end of the day it's all in God's hands. At some point, you have to just give it all to him: your dreams, your plans, your goals, your life...and trust that he'll guide your steps.
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